I've just taken another pregnancy test, to give me a firm answer (or was at least hoping it wasn't too soon). The test has come back negative. I've not squinted at it obsessively... I shouldn't have to 4 days after my period was due, right?
My bleeding has all but finished, with only the lightest amount now, so a slightly shorter period, just.
Maybe Becca will be right in that I'll end up with a January baby too. Who knows?
I feel sad that I know baby has definitely gone. But given the bleeding, and the heavy possibility that baby had gone, I feel more at peace with it than I thought I would. I guess it is a bit easier having a very very early miscarriage than one several weeks down the line. I was only excited for one day. I might look into temping for next month - see if I can stick to it, that's the main thing I'm not sure I'd be able to do. How long do you have to have been in bed for before you temp? I have a digital thermometer, but it only goes to one decimal place, is that inadequate?
Thanks for reading x