Sunday 7 August 2011
Sometimes
Even when I feel down, when I wonder why I am like I am, I feel grateful that I have two people in my life who wouldn't change me for the world. I try and remember that in these moments, that they are the reasons I breathe, put one foot in front of the other. But I do wish things were easier sometimes.
Wednesday 3 August 2011
Urgh..
Pretty sure now that my increase in discharge is actually thrush. I got it once before, when pregnant with Christopher, and this was just after a course of anti-biotics for a urine infection. It was HORRENDOUS. Not the worst thing I have ever experienced, but pretty damn uncomfortable. I tried sudocrem on it (HAHAHA worst mistake ever - if you get thrush, DO NOT use sudocrem on it!!), and eventually I just went to the toilet often, washed myself with a flannel afterwards, dried myself off, and just kept myself clean and dry in this manner until it cleared up. The amount of discharge is just insane actually, I'm sure I've had it as bad before, but to go from nothing, to this amount in the course of a few days is just silly. Part of me wonders if it's connected to "something" going on down there, I keep wondering if it's linked to ovulation. I've thought I've been ovulating several times in the past, two weeks later and still no period, so I guess I just wait it out and see.
Baby number 3 isn't set in stone, but I think it's more likely than not to happen. ;) I am excited not only because I see my two boys interacting more and more, and think how lovely it would be to give them both a younger sibling again, but because it will be my first pregnancy at a healthy weight, and looking forward to seeing how I fare with it this time round, and also, I loved my bump when I was pregnant with both boys, I find myself wondering how different I will look while pregnant if I start out much thinner!
I am now 2 lbs away from having lost 4 stone since Christopher's birth. Weighing in at 10 stone 13lb. I would love to get to 10 stone by his 1st birthday.
Anyway, not got a lot else to update on particularly, so will leave it for now. :)
Baby number 3 isn't set in stone, but I think it's more likely than not to happen. ;) I am excited not only because I see my two boys interacting more and more, and think how lovely it would be to give them both a younger sibling again, but because it will be my first pregnancy at a healthy weight, and looking forward to seeing how I fare with it this time round, and also, I loved my bump when I was pregnant with both boys, I find myself wondering how different I will look while pregnant if I start out much thinner!
I am now 2 lbs away from having lost 4 stone since Christopher's birth. Weighing in at 10 stone 13lb. I would love to get to 10 stone by his 1st birthday.
Anyway, not got a lot else to update on particularly, so will leave it for now. :)
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