All signs of bleeding have gone... I had stained CM until yesterday afternoon around lunchtime. Since then - nada. Had some CM, but all been clear.
I keep wondering if it would be too early to test if I tested tomorrow. I wonder how I will feel if I test tomorrow and it's negative. It's a possibility I need to prepare myself for. Will I just think "oh it's too early" and wait longer and then test? Or will I think "that's it, AF is on her way then?" Which is better? Is it better for me to think AF is coming or to wait longer? I don't know if me just THINKING there's the possibility I am pregnant now is delaying my period if I am not.
To be honest - I *am* expecting a negative test tomorrow. But like I say I don't know if that will mean I am really not pregnant. I'm just so used to negative tests, plus with Robert I was 5 days late when I tested and got the faintest of faint lines. I think I'm just one of those women with low HcG levels.
Each month I have thought deep down I was pregnant, so while I think now I might well be, that doesn't really mean anything because I thought I was for the last two times! Please keep everything crossed for me tomorrow morning.... xx
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Thursday, 28 January 2010
Saturday, 17 October 2009
Aunt Flo
Sooooo... Aunt Flo arrived last night. God, it sure hits home when you've not had a period in almost 2 years!!! I feel so so so BLEUGH, and I hope I get pregnant quickly so I don't need to go through many more periods for a while LOL!
My hormones have been all over the place. Jonathan told me that I've been horrid to live with recently and I know I have as well. Plus the inability to cope with normal 11 month old behaviour. I don't know if this is all due to the impending visit from Aunt Flo, or the fact that I've now been off the anti-ds for about 3 weeks, or a combination of both. I am going to see how things go, and if I still feel bad and unable to cope with what should be simple things I shall go back to the doctor, and see if we can come up with a solution other than go back on the anti-ds. I don't want to be on them forever!
We stayed overnight at Jonathan's parents last night. I am very very glad that I thought to pack sanitary towels at the last minute! We headed off to Bournemouth in the morning to see Jonathan's gran, who is in a home with dementia, we were expecting her to say that she had met Robert before (when she hasn't), but she didn't, and in fact didn't say anything hugely weird all morning, apart from calling Jonathan Robert's grandad (LOL).
He had great fun playing with her zimmer frame!
We then went to the beach for a while, and bought Robert a bucket and spade, which I think Jonathan's dad enjoyed more! But he also saw the sea for the first time! We went for a long walk along the sea and back again, I was exhausted!
He had great fun exploring the beach! (and looking at the pebbles, the sea-weed, the shells, the soggy sand right by the sea, etc!)
We saw Jonathan's uncle as well for the first time since Robert was about 4 or 5 weeks old or so. He seemed a lot more into Robert today than he did back then! (He's obviously not a newborn-person)
You can see Jonathan's uncle in the background here, completely unimpressed with Robert lol! (And he was like that pretty much the whole time!) But he was much more interested in Robert when he saw him yesterday.
On the Friday, we stayed overnight as it was an early start in the morning, so we headed over there in the afternoon. Robert had a fantastic time playing in his grandma and grandpa's garden, it's very big, and there's lots to see, including a stream!
But he loved playing with the rain water in the wheelbarrow...
And playing with the leaves that had fallen off the trees...
And having a ride in the wheelbarrow! (Actually a different one - a dry one lol)
And having a ride in Grandma's gardening trolley!
He just had a lovely time this weekend!
My hormones have been all over the place. Jonathan told me that I've been horrid to live with recently and I know I have as well. Plus the inability to cope with normal 11 month old behaviour. I don't know if this is all due to the impending visit from Aunt Flo, or the fact that I've now been off the anti-ds for about 3 weeks, or a combination of both. I am going to see how things go, and if I still feel bad and unable to cope with what should be simple things I shall go back to the doctor, and see if we can come up with a solution other than go back on the anti-ds. I don't want to be on them forever!
We stayed overnight at Jonathan's parents last night. I am very very glad that I thought to pack sanitary towels at the last minute! We headed off to Bournemouth in the morning to see Jonathan's gran, who is in a home with dementia, we were expecting her to say that she had met Robert before (when she hasn't), but she didn't, and in fact didn't say anything hugely weird all morning, apart from calling Jonathan Robert's grandad (LOL).
He had great fun playing with her zimmer frame!
We then went to the beach for a while, and bought Robert a bucket and spade, which I think Jonathan's dad enjoyed more! But he also saw the sea for the first time! We went for a long walk along the sea and back again, I was exhausted!
He had great fun exploring the beach! (and looking at the pebbles, the sea-weed, the shells, the soggy sand right by the sea, etc!)
We saw Jonathan's uncle as well for the first time since Robert was about 4 or 5 weeks old or so. He seemed a lot more into Robert today than he did back then! (He's obviously not a newborn-person)
You can see Jonathan's uncle in the background here, completely unimpressed with Robert lol! (And he was like that pretty much the whole time!) But he was much more interested in Robert when he saw him yesterday.
On the Friday, we stayed overnight as it was an early start in the morning, so we headed over there in the afternoon. Robert had a fantastic time playing in his grandma and grandpa's garden, it's very big, and there's lots to see, including a stream!
But he loved playing with the rain water in the wheelbarrow...
And playing with the leaves that had fallen off the trees...
And having a ride in the wheelbarrow! (Actually a different one - a dry one lol)
And having a ride in Grandma's gardening trolley!
He just had a lovely time this weekend!
Wednesday, 14 October 2009
No AF yet...
More spotting over the last few days.. None so far today though. I will wait at least a week before testing, which should give aunt flo a chance to get here ;) I am excited though that things are finally on the move! Very reassuring that my body is getting back to working order! I had a lot of periody type aches yesterday! I am becoming more and more convinced that I did conceive last Friday. I haven't had spotting for so long, and NOW I get some just days after one sided cramps? Which in four days hasn't developed into heavy bleeding? Very sus! If I am right on ovulation date, and that I am pregnant, my due date would be 2nd July 2010. I am getting more and more "odd" feelings down there that feel vaguely familiar! Achy feelings so low down they feel like they're within my pelvis.
Some things I wanted to document here was that Robert has now reached the cute stage of having worked out that things go into other things, and with that he has worked out how to feed other people, and he gets so excited and smiley when someone takes food from his fingers with their mouths!
He is also very clingy, not just necessarily to me, but whenever he spots someone leaving the room, he instantly starts screaming and gets himself into such a state! Even if he is currently involved in something that doesn't involve them!
Anyway cross your fingers for me! I think I will take a test next Wednesday as I will then be 12DPO if I'm right about the ovulation! Or before if I can't wait! LOL!
Some things I wanted to document here was that Robert has now reached the cute stage of having worked out that things go into other things, and with that he has worked out how to feed other people, and he gets so excited and smiley when someone takes food from his fingers with their mouths!
He is also very clingy, not just necessarily to me, but whenever he spots someone leaving the room, he instantly starts screaming and gets himself into such a state! Even if he is currently involved in something that doesn't involve them!
Anyway cross your fingers for me! I think I will take a test next Wednesday as I will then be 12DPO if I'm right about the ovulation! Or before if I can't wait! LOL!
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